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LIFE IS A BITCH BUT I LOVE THAT BITCH!
I DONT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I WAS THIS HAPPY <3

THESE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS W. MY BABY HAVE BEEN OUTSTANDING.
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happiness.

Honestly there isnt one bad thing I can say about my life as of right now. Everything has been great, Maybe a little to perfect. I didnt expect myself to be happy this quick. I mean it was just DEC that I left that asshole but i dont find myself regreting my decison or looking back and saying what if...
It feels great to just not be worried about all the shit I use to be worried about and was doing to my self pride.

Besides that I am really odeeh all cheesy everyday cus of my baby. I dont know I am odeeh happy. I get the butterflys, the cheesy smiles before I see him. I didnt expect to get this comfy and use to him. I honestly didnt expect it to go anywhere, I thought the whole thing was pretty random but ohh well I am happy. 0109.

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Dear Tatiana

... First off , I love you boo. Thanks for today and I loved my bday gift it was so freakin awesome. Asia will always be in my heart. Are walk was great we needed it . The whole day was just awesome. The party was dope too. Your dad is freakin nuts but I love them. I can't believe you was getting " saucy" lmaoo. - I enjoy are ridiculous moments and the way you kill the cornyness. Lmaoo. ... but besides that I really did enjoy the most greatest show on earth " zing zang zoom" .. I been dying to go so thanks babe a million.

12.26.07

For those reading this blog you probably won't understand shit I am saying but that's because this is ment for my novia to read.

*-DULCE CIN.
xoxo

04.06

Thanks to everyone who made my bday special. =)
I love ya...








p.s.. I cant wait till saturday.. I cant believe tatiana remembered how bad I wanted to go to the circus since last year. I freakin love her for that so she got us tickets... shes the motherfuckin best ... " shes the best I ever had"- drake.

In my life....

Everything has been smooth. My ass is still watching Harry Potter everyday. I cant wait for the next Harry Potter movie. =)
Friday I pampered myself and got my hair done and nails. I love my new hair but i miss the blonde like crazy. Friday night I saw baby for a few. I always enjoy seeing him.
Later on that night I went to a party. It was okay. Had fun w. my girls and boys.
It was just to crowded.
Saturday, well I just was kind of annoyed. I got all pretty, my hair was gorgeous ...had dropped loose curls very nice but casual outfit and didn't go anywhere. Later on like around 9 ish my mom had called to see if I was "still" out but since I didn't go out she decided to take me out and we went to eat at applebees. It was good. The applebees people sung to me.

Now its 2 am and I am watching Harry. My Birthday is tomorrow. Ama be 18 but I feel its going to be whatever. My family is trying to make a big deal about it but I don't know. Maybe its just because of my mood earlier today. What I am looking forward to his my Novia Tatiana has something planned for me this upcoming Saturday and I have no clue what it is. =0.

This up coming sat which i think is the 13 my aunt that lives in L.I wants to throw me a party or is it a dinner well i don't know what it is.

xoxo
- Dulce Cin.

Dulce Cin.

Class of 09

Amazing.

Everything seems to be turning out stupendously amazing. Friday I went out ice skating with baby, his boy , my homegrls ( elly and tasha) , tashas boyfriend and ariel. even though baby tried to kill himself many times it was pretty fun. I also met his mommy, his niece and nephew. There pretty great and its soo cute how baby jokes and acts around thoses kids. His nephew is a little version of Franswa, too cute. His mom is just like his sister and shes really nice.

Saturday.
I spent time with my family from Virgina. I have a little cousin, she s freakin brat and i wanted to smack fire out her mouth. I got cursed out by a 3 year old. Besides that I spent the day watching movies w. my other little cousin and my sister. It was okay i guess.

Sunday.

I went to Staten Island to spend the day with my baby. It was amazing. I still got shivers... he leaves butterflys in my tummy. They dance in my belly and say " franswaaa " lol.

my weekend turned out to be great. <33.
Open cribb this week .. woohooo ... i have the rooom all to my self.
The worst of my week end was a 10 second tease =(.

THE WORLD OF 09

Today was one the most boring days of my life. School was extremly wack ... my friends totally deaded me and left ... thanks beena and ash... My second pd teacher wasnt here so I was busting ass playing I DECLARE WAR. Third OMGAHHH that class is totally social suicide ( spanish a.p)! Fourth p.d is math with mrs. wolsky ohhh mann !? So tired of hearing cos tan and sin used trigonometric equations.
Now I am home, blogging and watchin my fav movie HARRY! Cant get enough of him ... for some reason H.P keeps me sane! I dont get tired of watchin his movies. Its been about 2 months that every night or thru out my day I have to watch Harry.

Today I also realized either everyone is KNOCKED UP or there turning GAY! These girls turning out PREGO cant even wipe there ass right, jeez. OHH wait, check this now there are 15 yr olds that WANT to get PREGO. OHHH man... what is my generation doing?! What ever happened to big dreams before settling down or living life?

GIRLS PLEASE GROW A FUCKIN BACK BONE. whats w. niggas now telling you what to do and when to do it, but yet ya never listen to parents bitchin'. If you aint doing anything to him or playing his ass..whats the big ass deal? since when did girls " hubby " become ya' daddys. Come on girls ya have the VAGINAA soo rule it. jeez.

crazy ass luis

highlights of the week.

yay! soo proud of myself made it to first 2 days in a row! but I think failed math but its okay ... No one passes that class. I made a promise to jigga boo, scruffy boobie.... that ama stop cutting school. my scruffy sexyness

SENIORITIS

I ve been slackin. I use to love to stay in school, and homework. Teachers loved me and I always asked for more h.w, yea i was a big ass corn. My class mates use to hate me cus i use to remind the teacher about prior h.ws and i bragged about my grade. This year i became a lazy ASS. Ever since the second semester started I dont show up 2 1 st pd .. i dont rush ... i got senioritis BIGTIME.

ahhhhh prom ?! well about my date.. ummm theres 2 potenial .. well 2 have asked me.. but eff that what matters is the dress.. MY DRESS IS GONNA BE HAWTT! my dress is going to custom made and the way i want it is sexy and no one will ever have somethin similar as what i am think .. =) ...

senior dues raped my pockets. 200 for yr book cap and gown, 09 senior jersy and unlimited tickets to graduating. OHH and senior breakfast ughh makin me pay for cold bagels ...

1month.

well my Bday is exactly one month away from today.
I am excited about my bday but then again its jus a bday, i just hope i enjoy my birthday w. the people I care for the most. last years bday was wack, my 16th bday was amazing. I spent it in germany, it was awesome.

This year I dont t really want much but i made a birthday wish list.

- A kiss exactly at 12 on the dot of my bday. 0406
- do something i never done before.
- i want to be suprised.
- i want someone to do something for me that no1 can think of.
- i want all the food my mom cooks for thanksgivin =)
- enjoy my bday w. my friends and fam

New Beginings.

Since I am starting a new chapter in my life I thought i should delete all my old blogs about the life I had. So heres the heads up about whats going on w. me.

- I am single . +
- My bunny died on feb 14 .. R.I.P -
- I am graduating and possibly w. my advance regents diploma if i pass the math B regents +
- I got closer to someone i havent spoken to since freshman year.+
- Talking to someone ( see how this turns out ) +
- My Birthday is comming up. ++
- I am happy for the people who are in my life. +
- My grandfather responded well to his cancer treatment. ( prostate cancer )+
- Me and mom are getting closer even though i got into some big as crap. -+
- I MIGHT GET MY CAR ++++++++